newbie
by natalie bell
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"Earlier that day at work I'd been joking with the girls about how I couldn't wait to have that first kiss. I wanted to remember what it was like to first lock lips with someone. The mystery. The excitement. The THRILL. It's been about 15 years since I've kissed anyone other than my husband."
~Natalie

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"I have a mental task I want you to begin. You need to establish your limits. What is it you can’t do or are afraid to do? I expect you to have some. Don’t be afraid or ashamed of what I might think. I will push you to your limits and possibly beyond. We’ll walk the razor’s edge and find enormous pleasure. Your limits can be anything, don’t hold back."
~Sir

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"You and I are going through something that most will never experience. It's exciting, fascinating, pleasurable, nerve-racking, scary, hedonistic and so much more—all rolled up in a few hours of play time. Embrace the moment, nothing more, and we can keep this going."
~Sir

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"I know you’ve mentioned doing research about the lifestyle and I’d love to hear some of the things you’ve discovered and/or found interesting. You’ve heard me talk about 'reality always trumping fantasy.' This is a commandment, not a rule. My reality will always trump our fantasy and yours should as well. We both need to be conscious of how deep this goes and stop it before it suffocates us. I don’t want to scare you, but the lifestyle can do just that."
~Sir

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"I knew this day would come. But I guess I wasn’t expecting it so soon. Nonetheless, I’m happy to have had the time we did. Thrilled that you opened this world up to me. I want to continue and find a new Dom—but I’m scared about the process. So if you have any more advice you can give, I’d greatly appreciate it."
~Natalie

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© Natalie Bell